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I lay inside myself
hideing
waiting for someone to save me
I long for a life out side the shadows
A world ware i dont have to hide.
A place whare my heart has no limit
A boundless beautiful world whare I only cry of joy
never of pain
A place whare i can live in perfect bliss with him
But know i am nouthing
But i have no choice
I have no one
And the only thing liveing in my heart is hatered
And i cannot escape
Id rather die on my feet than live on my knees
but....
I keep getting pushed back down.
will i ever have the strength to stand?
i dont know
but i will always fight
i will never give in
but i do know this
I can never win alone
I need you by my side
please i need you
know im looking for you
the one who holds thie light that will heal my heart
the onlyone I love
you
my love.
my world
my sanity
my soul
the one who dose not igsist in this world or the next.
The sweet man of my dreams.
by:kiyo
broken:
i stand alone
no one is ever beside me
I am the lone wolf
my life is a mystery.
i dont know if i will die tomarrow,right now,or in 100 years.
but i ,one day decided to live like i was dieing.
live my life to the fullest
it was a mistake....
i found the one i loved but lost him to my soon to come fait
he was so perfect and i was so in love
but the hands of death wreced him from my grasp.
now im alone again and now im wondering...
is my life really worth that much?
do i desirve to live on?
death will decide and if i die this verry moment
i wouldent fear
for ive never known completness like being with him...
by:kiyo
unknown:
ilook at the grond
i watch the blood drip off my fingers.
i see the gaping wound pirceing straight threw my body
the sword dripping with my blood.
it pools around my nees as i neel on the cold ground
ithink..
"haha.....i diserved this..i wished for it and now its been done"
i cough hard blood spewing from my mouth.
i watch it splatter across the ground
i laugh again and i look at the handle of the sword that has periced me
it stares back at me
my hands still tingling from when i drove it threw me.
the blood below me is getting cold and the puddle grows larger.
a sea of red surrounds me
my body falls limp and i land on my side my own sea of blood staining me more
im soked in crimson death
i smile and close my eyes
ive lived out my time here. ive prolonged it enough
time
to....
die...
i fall int my final sleep and all i see is dark ness...
by:kiyo
 Shattered Soul Kaen · Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 02:23pm · 2 Comments |
