first... wow this is the latest ive been up recently... 2:30-ish my mind works in a sad way.... first you must understand that i want to be completely original, especially when it comes to stories.... so anyways... iv been reading a lot of vampire/demon/werewolf/etc... stories lately... so last night i started to make up my own story.... well today, while on the site id been reading the stories, i noticed that a couple of the stories contained things from my lil daydream(er... story).... so, put the two together and you sort of have my story... i should be used to it by now, but i dont think i ever will be.... it happens all the time, ill think up something completely original..... and later ill see something that contains such important similarities or so many that i decide it wouldnt be a good idea to keep up with the story iv got going in my head(at least not unless later on in their stories, they are way off of my idea).... so anyways.... yeah... my mind is cursed... it takes me forever to come up with ideas and when i finally do... *bam* theres someone elses that is too much like mine... and its not like iv told anyone my story ideas...
o and im not talking about the zombie story iv started... and am already stuck on.... grrr dammit come on people help me out.... i need advice....
o and anyways, i was rinsing out my mouth(i had just finished brushing my teeth) when i realized that i cant remember the last time that iv kissed a member of my "family" (no ideas folk puleeeeeeaaaaasssseee talk2hand talk2hand ) i think the last time i hugged one of them, it was my older "bro" when i got my computer and he (pretty much)set it up for me.... or else it was my so called "dad" .... i had to, they all forced me, when i got my computer.... all i did was touch his shoulders for like a second and then back away quickly... i wouldnt really call it a hug at all.... hehehe.... yeah... feel the family bond/love people.... hehe(that was sarcasm for those of you who wouldnt know or are too stupid to know)
o and while downstairs, in the kitchen i just so happened to glance at the stove and notice a note... to me.... saying that my chiro appointment was moved to 3pm tomorrow(technically today).... i dont know why my "mom" didnt just tell me when she said good-night to me.... o well.... my shoulder is hurting really badly... i need to spend less time sitting at the computer....
anyways, i need to get to bed.....
*sudden last thoughts* i cant remember if i dreamed last night... when i was petting tai, i had this weird feeling that i had.... but i dont remember anything.... ok im really tired now.... o and today, i was thinking about my own story(before i found similarities between it and other people's)... and i had this weird deja vue in my head... where i could have sworn id had that very same thought/idea come into my head before... no changes made at all....
anyways... i am going to bed (dammit i almost used that angering word "NOW" wink anyways... im done.... night all.... sweatdrop sweatdrop stare stare sad sad sweatdrop sweatdrop stare stare sad sad
Unni Ineo · Wed Aug 17, 2005 @ 07:53am · 2 Comments |