ok.....i slipped up... and yes ill admit it. whee can anybody guess what i slipped up on? (points over twards entry dates) ------------------> as you now can see there wasnt one for the 17th yesterday....i really didnt mean to i ended up just thinking like i always do......my thoughts just lingered and i came to a kind of scary realizaton would u like to know?
well duh of course you will want to knw, youre already reading this cuz u were probably bored :XP: so ill tell you
Well while i was sitting down yesterday, thinking over my life so far and of the future ahead of me, i started to wonder if im on the right path that the choices im choosing are the ones i am wanting to choose? then it hit me, my dreams, my goals....i wasnt really following them. i have always wantd to be an artist, since i have always loved to draw more than anything but my parents said their was no money in art, so their was no way of me to get a job in that.... then i went to pshycology and ill admit i find it interesting... but it dosent make me happy like art does, i dont find enjoyment from the human mind like a do a art museum or a room cluttered with art supplies
my heart has always been with art....but my parents want me to be succesful so i chose phsycology and now im wondering, if i choose now to stay with what i picked, will i end up being miserable? or end up liking what i hate?
its a choice that even i dont know yet....
~Xed out in BlOoD~ · Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 09:13pm · 1 Comments |