OK, so I've been doing this type of thing alot less, however I think it's time I do it again. Because I need to.
I need to rant.
It's weeks/months like this that I just sort of start wondering exactly what it is about me that seems to drive people away.
It feels like people who I used to be such good friends with keep trying to ditch me, both IRL and online. Also, it feels pretty damn bad when I can't keep from waving or smiling at every damn person that walks past me in public.
It gets so embassing sometimes, and yet I just can't help it...
I'm sick if being self-conscience of everything about myself when I'm out.
If it's my friends or my family, I'm fine. But... I just act like a 10-year-old when I'm in public.
I need to stop acting like I can't speak up to anyone at all.
Why the ******** am I so stupid?
As for friends or former friends online... I don't have time for people who act like they never like talking to me.
I removed about half of the people on my friend's list because of it...
N a b i j u Community Member 
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