Mommy, it's dark, come turn on the light. Mom, don't you hear me? Where have you gone, it's gotten so cold. Come back soon please, I miss you so much. Mother, what happened? When did I do wrong? What was it that happened to make you so sad? What did I do to make you cry all the time? Tell me, mommy, I'll fix it, I promise I will. I'll make it all better, I won't do it again. I'll just sit in my room like you keep telling me to. I won't make a sound and I swear I'll behave. Mommy stop yelling, you're scaring me now. Please don't come closer, I don't want to hurt! Don't throw that at me, please don't let that go! Don't hit me with that! I know that you love me, you can stop proving it now! I don't want you to love me if it's going to hurt! I now watch you leave, still yelling at me. I watch you walk away, thinking "finally, you're gone". Mommy, what happened to us? I do miss you so. I want you back, the one I used to know. I want the mom that would tell me she loved me. I want the mother that cared about me... The one that never had to prove it, with the palm of her hand.
Mitsukai Kinshou · Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 05:02am · 2 Comments |