Yeah, I need to rant. So, one of the classes I signed up for is this one week all day course, and now it turns out that I'm supposed to sleep overnight at school to do it. Which is weird to think of, since I'm so used to sleeping with my boyfriend. I... I actually feel like crying right now. Pathetic, huh?
Gah, it's frustrating because I live so close to home, so it's hard for me to think that even though I'm only five minutes from home, I can't come here to sleep.^''
Thank god I'll have a few hours off each day for lunch and dinner. I'm going to take that time and use it to bother my boyfriend. And my family, but mostly him... I dunno why, but I'm just so much more attached to him now.
... Bawwwwwwww... *laughs at self*
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Update edit:
Tomorrow is the day I start that class (yes, Sunday), and I'm finally starting to feel the stress again. I have to go shopping in the morning to get those few last things that I need, and I'm gonna try to finish packing tonight.
I've been fine all week, but I'm finally starting to feel that frustration and sadness of not being home for a week. I like my own bed, with my own boyfriend-pillow, and all my favorite comforts. And starting off school where it's like the last week (not expecting me to sleep, staying up all night working on projects, no free time for myself...) is discomforting for somebody used to easing into it. *sigh*
Anyways, I'm doing laundry right now, and getting ready to pack and such. I want to enjoy my morning tomorrow, that last little bit of time with my loved ones before being shoved in with a bunch of people that I sort of know but don't really like. I hate not being friends with anyone I actually have classes with. It helps me focus on work, but I do like to talk to people and stuff... sweatdrop
I feel like I need a nap right now, though. I'm just exhausted, physically and mentally.
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