What's going on I wonder. What's going on, in the air... in my mind, in my heart. I don't know what's going on, what's causing me to feel as though I'm being whirled around... And all was so happy, so happy earlier. Until the string of tension just snapped. I don't know why and how... don't know. *sighs*
No matter how hard I try... it's like I can't make my heart strong. Things like that can just make me feel as though my heart has shattered into a million pieces. I'm still a china doll inside. No matter how many bits of clothing have been piled onto me. Raziel makes me feel so safe, but even he can't help when I feel hurt or sad because my friends are sad or feuding or anything.
I must make my heart stronger. But... it is so weak. It hasn't seen much of the world, hasn't seen the cruelty and hatred that the world can bring. But if I were to be strong... would I still be able to feel? Would I still be able to love?
AngelRaz · Wed Sep 07, 2005 @ 09:24am · 1 Comments |