OH NOES
Grr, and I just posted a big happy rant!
Well, I’m still pretty happy, just feeling randomly TORN APART.
Like I usually get whenever I disappoint someone.
Which is actually pretty stupid, because I disappoint people all the time.
You’d think I’d be trying to avoid negative stimuli, ne?
Just one more reason why I think I’m a masochist.
Hell, maybe I should just drop the ‘I think’ and cut right to the chase.
Eh, because if I diagnose myself with one more thing, I’ll asplode. >_<
And then have to call myself a hypochondriac. And won’t that be stupid.
“Hey guys, I think I’m a hypochondriac! redface ”
Thank yoooou, Dylan.
I had a dream about him. eek
I think it was a dream.
He finally confessed that he liked me (as I've known all along), and I was forced to awkwardly admit that, um, hey, I have a girlfriend, and thus cannot do anything about his liking me.
But I don’t know if that happened in real life… sweatdrop
I get confused a lot!
Which is why, Chelsy, I can’t RP in front of people.
-woahtopicshift-
I’m not very good at the reality I’m in, and I put my all into it, and if everyone isn’t in the same reality it makes me feel extremely uncomfortable.
But.
That’s not what we’re here to talk about today, children.
Chelsy called me last night.
At 12:21. <- Make a wish? Special times.
And I woke up at around 1-ish, and I didn’t call her back because I didn’t want to bother her, because I ALWAYS. OVERTHINK. EVERY. DAMNED. THING.
That might have seemed unrelated, but it wasn’t.
So…I’m sorry, okay?
I didn’t mean to disappoint your expectations.
I never do.
This prolly doesn't sound very sincere.
I'm not very good at sounding sincere, so it's my problem.
I am sorry, though.
-catches self angsting, and slaps across face-
HA.
Do you even read these things?
^ Not a rhetorical question.
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