So far into depression the light no longer reaches me. No way to defrost my heart. I miss the laughter and good times. Slashing and breaking everything that I own. Smashing anything that might show my reflection. Turn off all the lights. Watch all hope flicker and die like a candel. Lurking in the shadows. Avoiding all human contact. Slowy becoming more and more sadistic. Anger and jealousy directed towards all those who are happy. Thoughts drifting towards mass murder. No more smiles. No more laughing. All that can be seen is sheer terror. Only thing left to hear is the pained screams.
KariH8sEvry1 · Fri Sep 09, 2005 @ 11:01pm · 0 Comments |