she runs
she laugs
she jokes
jokes go wrong
she hurts
she wishes
she holds in here tears
she wants so badly to fall to her nees and cry
she stays storong and wlaks
she walks and walks and walks
she is in so muck pain yet she still finds the power to run by them all
she dosent want to stand at the back
she dosent want to be hated
she is to late
she has been targeted as a freak
she hurts so much
she crys inside but fools those outside with laughter
she gets on the bus
she cranks the music
she thinks mabey i am better off dead..
she looks at her wrist
she thinks that small little vein connects me to this horrible world..
she crys as a line from the song echos in her mind
"it happend so fast all i heard was a gun blast"
she thinks more. and smiles threw her tears. mabey i could do that
she crys more but i would need a large caliber so im really dead..
she crys but quickly whipes her tears
she can not show them she is so weak inside
she gets home.
she falls to her knees and screams
she crys. tears cover her face
she looks at the goround and sighs
she says I hate this place.. so much.. but i hve to come back here evry day for the next 3 or 4 years.
she watches her tears splash on the ground.ill die before then
she gets up and whipes her tears
she puts on the mask
she wares the mask to fool the people outside
she hates the mask
she cant keep the mask on
she can barely hold it up and all the cracks in the mask hurt her so much..
she is dead inside
she hurts to much to live any longer
she is dead inside
she...is me.
 Shattered Soul Kaen · Sat Sep 10, 2005 @ 01:51am · 4 Comments |
