what did i do to deserve this? eh? anything? probably..... i love him and always have loved him and always will love him... i know i cant be with him.. he loves her and not me... i wish for him to be happy... i wish it could be with me but it cant be that way so i wish for him to be happy with her.... woah... did i really just say that??? maybe so... i wish i could move on... i know i can.. i just wish it would be sooner than later... wow.. it really does hurt ...... oh well.. i wish to stop crying.. and maybe one day soon... i will be able to.... yes.. i know i can move on.. i know i can.... i will be happy... erg.. this "positive thinking" is very hard.... and very bogus... oh well.. i love him and always will... i guess thats all i have to complain about today....
 hardcore_bitch · Tue Nov 09, 2004 @ 09:48pm · 1 Comments |
