This poem is called "Colors" it's about . . . well . . . a mix of anger at the Silent Ghost and wondering if the Forever I want is the Forever I should want. And the Name/Queen thing of course. I'm still a little worried about that, (this poem is fairly recent) but I don't think there's anything I can do about it . . . confused
Colors
Silvering Sorrow and the deep grey sea, All my lonliness returns to me. Do you remember when we were friends? Dragons and moonlight my guardians? Can you tell I'm just waiting here, Filled with longing and with fear? Don't even know what I'm waiting for, Since long ago I barred the door.
Beware below belong to me I am a siren from the sea While all my beauty lets you know I'm nothing but an image, though You still pretend to know my name For you this dance is all a game.
When all my dreamings they become White and black and red Then there is nothing more to say, my heart is torn and dead When all my feelings turn into A mirror of the sea I know somewhere, someday, I'll find a name that longs to me.
Twisted torture of the urge to die Mirror-flying in the storm-black sky Am I echoing the ruins of hate? Am I loosing alll my patience to wait? Don't even know what I'm waiting for . . . Is there a final, perfect shore? Perhaps the end is drawing near. Perhaps it is the end I fear.
Beware below belong to me I am a siren from the sea While all my beauty lets you know I'm nothing but an image, though You still pretend to know my name And, laughing, you reveal my shame.
When all my dreamings they become White and black and red Then there is nothing more to say, my heart is torn and dead When all my feelings turn into A mirror of the sea I know somewhere, someday, I'll find a name that longs to me.
Withering wonder and the rising tide All my lonliness reveals my pride All my pride reveals my shame Loss of innocence, loss of name Falling faster to the sunset's call Seems I'll never breach this wall Perhaps imprisoned I'm meant to stay Eternally searching for an unexisting way.
Beware below belong to me I am a siren from the sea While all my beauty lets you know I'm nothing but an image, though You still pretend to know my name You still place on me all the blame
When all my dreamings they become White and black and red Then there is nothing more to say, my heart is torn and dead When all my feelings turn into A mirror of the sea I know somewhere, someday, I'll find a name that longs to me.
When all my feelings they become White and black and red Then there is nothing we can do, my innocence has fled When all my dreamings turn into A mirror of the sea I know I've lost my heaven-hope for perfect majesty.
-Andromeda {Ravenheart} Victorian {Sea} Turtle ( ninja )
xXxAndromedaBlackxXx · Thu Sep 18, 2008 @ 11:26pm · 0 Comments |