x heart x hello everyone. i feel nothing today, not even depression like usual. it's really weird. and even though i feel nothing, i can't stop thinking about this person. they could always make my day just a little brighter, just by smiling. and then something happened to me. i was crushed. and they weren't there when i needed them most. for a while, it actually hurt. and i learned not to let anyone close, because if they had a choice between their life and yours, they'd leave you to die. but today, i just don't care. so yeah...just letting of some steam. bye. xheart x