Waking up crying late at night
With your name frozen upon my lips
Groping through the darkness
Before realizing you aren't there
Lighting a candle
Before looking at your picture
Picking it up and holding it close
Wishing you were close to my heart
Looking around in a sadden daze
Before seeing the teddy bear
With the necklace around its neck
Feeling the tears come even faster
Picking both things up
Watching the tear drops
Cascade unto the necklace's pendant
Feeling the pain tear my heart even more
Placing all the things
In their proper place
I curl up and cry
My heart and soul dry
Feeling myself slip
Farther into oblivion
Hearing your voice
Whispering in the wind...
"I love you.."
Feelings myself all out of tears
But having no strength to stand
Feeling so tired
Yet sleep won't claim me.
Blowing out the candle
Surrounding darkness claiming its place
Staring into nothingness
Yet seeing you there
Knowing it was just a memory
Feeling the pain return
Hearing my name in your voice
The tears start falling
Knowing you are now
Truly gone from this world
I find myself crying more
falling deeper into despair
Turning on that song
That was ours since the beginning
Feelings the scream of pain
Frozen in my soul
 The_Angelix_Lover · Thu Oct 02, 2008 @ 02:24am · 1 Comments |
