I'm soo pathetic
I mean if you read my last entry you would know my violation situation. but that's not the half of it. ok the guy never really asked me out but we were together and watever, then he continued to violate me, than he stopped so I started to look on him as a friend. one of my sophmore friends has his class so she updated me on things. Tuesday, he told her he might break-up with me b/c he's cheating on me, so im like ok, I'll talk to him about this. he's not on the bus or at school. I start to feel like he's avoiding me. on Thurday, my friend tells me he's suspended and he plannned it and im like wth, but I'm still like ok I'll straighten things out but she's like there is nothing to straighten out, you're already broken up b/c he's with a girl name Jessica. I'm like ok good but the truth is this whole thing affected me as if I actually liked him, now it's like the other doesn't exist so yea......pathetic right. I NEED SOMETHING TO DISTRACT MYSELF FROM MY DEPRESSION AND PATHETICNESS crying ................. I need a bf crying why!!!????
hopefully I'll be better by monday afternoon, it's a "B" day! YAY!!! blaugh plus I have gym and there are like 2 guys I'm inerested in so I'll feel better............I sound like one of those boy obsessed chicks xd
ok well ttyl (although I know no one is gonna read this unless I say so) uuuggghh! I needed to let that out anyway so watev.
bye
 thinmint94 · Fri Oct 17, 2008 @ 11:34pm · 1 Comments |
