Koal's in an S.A.D. slump which includes massive ADD and random sadness that makes no sense whatsoever.
Plus we've been looking at depression in psych which is....depressing, though we do get candy and daisies in that class cuz Mrs. Kieffer gets that it's a tough unit..
Ugh, I dun know really what to say. My mind's everywhere lately, but hardly where it's supposed to be..
I didn't fail one class first quarter, which i"m really freaking happy about and weird al's cd should be coming out soon so those have been thereputic to koal.
I feel like there's so much on my mind but not enough time or patience to write it all out right now.
I'm barley even thinking about things anymore. It's like I"m in a state of constant meditation where I think about something but I don't actually think about it. It's just there for a moment and gone the next.
And ya know.. I don't feel..bad, so to speak.
I don't know if it's a good thing but I feel like this is how I've felt most of my life. Not consistantly happy, not consistantly sad, not doing anything for a specific reason, just doing, just..somewhere detatched, but still in the middle... but, thouroughly detatched...
and no, for all of you being worry warts, no, no suicide thingys, don't worry
although there have been some tense feelings with my mom lately but, tis only natural as we pass the 2? 3 year? anniversery of my leaving her house for good
She even got a wii for natalie to commemorate
-twirls finger- yaaaay
anywho, I don't want to leave this off on an unhappy note cuz koal's not unhappy, so... Baby snake-isies!
 Sarpe_Drac · Sat Nov 15, 2008 @ 06:15am · 2 Comments |
