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A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Last night, I thought about it all. I thought about the pain. Pain for pain. I took a razor blade and pressed it into my wrist. It made a small cut. Not too deep, and not too wide. It felt good, oddly...