today is not a good day please someone blow my brains out and end my stress gonk gonk scream scream
ok, well, i waited for my ride for almost an hour, 30minutes of which i spent turning to ash in the sun, thinking that any minute my ride would be there.... apparently, my "mom" decided to go to work and had told geoff to tell me i was gonna be picked up late and by my "dad" .... the message never reached me.... at least not until 3:30 when my "dad" appeared outta nowhere.... and then all the way home he decides hes gonna bug the s**t outta me and anything that i say that isnt supportive of his stupidity is gonna get my punished.... or at least he threatened to punish me.... wow something smells really bad right now.... o and i just got an awful idea for a story.... something about a pet cat that a girl thinks is alive is actually rotting beside her.... my mind has been random like that all day so shut up and go rape a pop-tart stare .... ok, so now im in my room, and my back, near the neck and shoulders and where-ever have been in some minor pain today, enough to get me a slight headache.... i know, my pain is nothing in comparison to sians.... or dagmars neck issue today.... anywho....
plus im stressing out because i have 4 tests tomorrow, plus 2 quizes in anatomy that may as well be tests gonk crying gonk crying stare i hafta study for math.... i need to pass the test so that i dont fail the quarter.... and im really in need of any grade that is a c or higher on the test.... plus i have 2 art tests.... the anatomy must be studied for/ learned ..... i have an english test, but i could probably just guess answers.... although i think there is supposed to be an essay portion....
and right now, i feel like i have no idea whats going on.... i dont know anything about who i am right now or even if im hungry or not because of the stress load .... and there is no time to figure anything out....
*cracks neck* gah, that only caused more pain.... and my back is irritating me.... i think ill just go get a shower now unless someone is on and willing to talk to me....
Unni Ineo · Thu Oct 13, 2005 @ 08:56pm · 3 Comments |