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~*Friends && moments.
Everyday i'm looking forward to school. The reasons is seeing the group of friends i have, and the moments i end up in.
A group consisting of a girl who is nice, pretty and athletic. Everything she does, flawlessly.
Another girl who is daring, beautiful and funny. A boy inside of a girls body- willing to go beyond the line. God have mercy on her. We say.
Then my best friend, who is very doubtful over herself, she's smart and has changed dramatically.
Then we have one girl who's straight, or just Bi. She shouldn't even be my friend- but i'm goingin against it.
Then we have two boys who just level it out, and i guess they're also my friends and they make school fun. They aren't serious Christains, and well, i don't have to be careful what i say. Yea. A group full of dirty sinners. A conspiracy. I think that each person in this group are different, we don't even click. Subjects are random and bounce corner-to-corner. Random people also join, but for some reason never get the topic. Secrets are told to each other- then also gossip and hisses are also to each other. Break-ups and troubles.
Sometimes i think we can't be friends.
Never really.
First off, we talk bad about each other, then we say it to each others face. I mean- everyone does that. Everyone gossips, but hey, it's basically how humans are.
Valerie and I like to walk in the halls together and see that really cool korean guy and squeal all over the place. Then sarah, Megan and I will sometimes pick on Bernadine. Kris and I are good friends and talk alot- but yet Kris picks on Bernadine so much and as a friend i should defend her. Even when i do see her eyes going near to tears, I have this annoyence of her being so emotional. So i ignore it. Both ways bother me so much.
Stuart, well, i can never say a friend really. I gave him so much trouble, made him cry possibly and he still hangs around us. We're the only ones he has i guess.
Our moments never make sense. If i rant about it, i would feel rather depressed. But the cutest moment that is soooooooooooo off topic is cute-ish.
Tanner was leaning against me during class, while we wait in line to get our planners checked. Above my planner was a picture of a heart. Tanner circled the heart- i didn't question. It was very cute. One of the little moments that you will remember in till you just forget. But forgetting something like that will be for a while.
Edward, my little korean Edward. He usually comes around, but i can tell he comes towards Valerie. Edward loves valerie- but it's like a sisterly love.
He told me today:
'I like 5 girls.'
What the frick Edward?! 5?! MANWHORE!
'But the girl who askes me out first, i will like her.'
He has to be kidding. I have yet to wait for him to message me later; i will soon find out these 5 unlucky girls. -laughs-
Happy news, i beat Eriks 100 fly time! His was a 1.05.85, i got a 1.05.83!!!!! John texted me: 'He's in denial.' L-O-L. I am a happy person. My next goal is to beat my math teachers 200 IM time. From like, highschool. His is 2.01. Which is soooooper fast, i mean, mine is a 2.25. See how slow I am compared to him. The twins are a 2.22, see, that's like freakin fast!
Forgive me for not being on topic, but seriously, i feel bad that i haven't wrote anything on here. I just can't get anything to click. Everything is a rant. Nothing sad has happened- but OH! Christmas!
I'm getting gifts for people, Jessica, Riley and Sammi :]
I hope. I mean, if i have time.
I GOTTA GO!
We have a christmas concert at school today. I hope my lips match the words. I lip-sing. Lawl.
But i think i'll just look gorgeous on stage.
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 NinteyDegrees_South · Tue Dec 16, 2008 @ 12:16am · 3 Comments |
