I made everything before this point private if you haven't noticed. Not that it's like naughty or anything just that it's all weird. I mean. I was a stupid frosh then and I'm a stupid soph now. See there's a difference
A lot has changed since last year. Friends have come and gone. I made a lot of new friends this year and I personally believe because I'm not hanging with the same crowd I used to I'm a better person. I myself hate change in those around me but want more for myself. Weird I know.
I have some issues but I got over them. I'm pessimistic (I see the glass half empty) but I'm generally happy most of the time because of that. Because I notice the bad more often than the good I appreciate the good more.
I have trouble with saying "I LOVE YOU" I do love a lot of people but saying that and knowing that they know I mean it scares me. So I'll joke around and say it, but I really mean it sometimes... I'm afaird I'll say it and then the person will leave me without a goodbye
I write poetry like a guy For some reason I write it like a guy.. Not that that's a bad thing but I'll generally write it like I'm writing it to a woman. But I'm straight... soooo... Don't get any ideas lol. sweatdrop I feel like a dude when I write poetry, maybe I had a twin brother and he passed in the womb and his mind connected with mine some how. Who knows?
I'm prolly not going to post any pics of myself anytime soon Not that I'm ugly ["Alyssa you have no boobs but your cute so it's ok." - Tim] just that I'm not ok with not knowing who's looking. I mean.. thats kinda freaky. I'll post a bad pic maybe or one without my face or somehow distorted. Idk. I really just don't want someone stealing it saying that it's really them.
I hate my last name It's not even really mine. It's my step dad's. So rather then going by that I'm going to go by my first and middle name, 'Alyssa Nichole' yeahyeah. I know Alyssa is a popular name but I work it. And Nichole? Yes with an h. I'm not sure why my mom chose that but I like it
Fancy Ninja · Mon Dec 22, 2008 @ 02:28am · 0 Comments |