........... I can't go on like this. I have to tell him. It's the only way that I'll ever get better. Isn't it?
I'm sick of this. I can't take the pain everytime! I have to tell him! It's the only way I'll get better! Isn't it?
I told him how I feel. I should feel better. I feel...like my heart is shredding apart, because I know...no..I knew that no matter what I did, or said, IT DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING!
..I wish I could die. But I have people to live for. I'll just have to deal with what life gives me, and try my best to survive.
And on top of everything, I made him feel bad! Why must I do harm to everything I care about?!
He said he made a mistake leaving me.... and that I was right, but wrong about not being able to change anything. What does that mean? I'm so confused. Does he still love me too?
There is only one person for me. But does he exist? Or is he just pieces of my imagination, thrown together, to make perfection?
 Kaisa Angel RP · Sun Jan 04, 2009 @ 07:25am · 0 Comments |
