OH hello there! Well so many people love to read my journal so heck I might as well give them something worth reading. Okay so lately I thought my life would change with a boy friend and all but no... I was wrong as usual. As nice as he is... or was he totally went a-wall and dumped me... over something completely stupid. I thought for once I found a guy who cared about me but heck I'm wrong alot. He called me a whoe and cursed me out who knows how much in that short amount of time. Well it was a snow day and me and him were planning something saturday. Later he told me he got invited to go to his academic team torny. Hey thats cool! I told him he could go but he said he wouldn't because he would rather spend it with me. Sweet. Then he tells he would go and I got a little upset for him lying to me and all. He gets mad at me for being not understanding but I so am understanding about the commitment and all. He dumps me here and there. Well I guess its a good thing... but I really did like him... I thought we would last longer then 2 weeks too. So now hes not talking to me even though I forgive him. My luck is never good... For once I'd like to find a guy that really cares.