My life has been, well, my life as of late. I just can't seem to find the time for anything, I'm stressed out, not feeling well, hurt and upset, missing many of my old friends, and the list goes on and on. Oh, and angry, but dealing with it rather well. YaY! for me.
Now lets see. Where should I start. How about with going to the fair for two weeks in a row. First time with with my aunt, uncle and gf; second was with my gf, Rob, Becky, and Danny. smile Both times were fun, but for different reasons smile . That's normal though. I've made some new friends online and some new enemies, but who cares. I have enough enemies in the flesh to really worry about ones online. Make sense?
This weekend I'm moving into a different room in my house. It's bigger and isn't really connected to the rest of the house, but it will be all mine and everything will finally have it's own place again. Yay!! xd Mel's coming over to help me out with the moving of my stuff and my sis is help our mum out with her stuff. I really can't wait, but I'm also a little nervous about sleeping out there since it isn't connected to the house. I'll deal though. Hopefully I'll be fine with it and all; if not, oh well, I only have about 7 more months here anyway. ninja
Also, I found out that Mel cheated on me about 3 months ago with someone we both know . This guy said that he wants to be with the both of us and all, but with me more; yet he lets my girlfriend do s**t with him and all evil . I'm just a bit hurt by both of their actions. Ok more than a bit, but you know what I mean. I would have been fine with them just kissing (even though Mel says she hates kissing smokers and he smokes, making her have double standards for people. Oh joy.), but she gave him a ******** blow job. scream That just throw me for a loop and I started crying because she says she doesn't want to hurt me anymore and yet she does. I don't think she knows how not to, but that's off the subject. She didn't even tell me when it happened. I found out about it last night, which made it hurt even more. I have never once thought of cheating on her with anyone else, be it a guy or a girl, and she keeps thinking of it or doing it. I don't know what to do anymore. I love her with all of my heart and then some, but I don't know if I can keep doing this. I really do want to stay with her and I don't plan on breaking up with her anytime soon. I'd be happy just being with her for this lifetime, but it's hard to deal with sometimes. She also told me last night that she wanted to make our relationship exclusive. heart I told her I would love it and she was really happy about it heart . I was too, I just wish she would have asked me in person. You know? Lol....I'm sounding so unlike myself with that. Oh well......
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