Suddenly it got hard to breathe. I could have said my day was mediocre but suddenly I'm depressed. Why? Is it my loneliness? Is it envy or jealousy? I just wish I was put out of my misery sometimes. No sometimes implies once in a while and I wish for death more than that. I grew up to die. All the time wasted. My time wasted. My life wasted.
niatsu · Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |