i have lots of friends and some that don't care well, i message my very special friends and ask them how they r doing and almost none of them write back. its really upsetting. did i do something wrong? did i upset them somehow? if i did i'm sorry. somehow i feel like this is my entire fault. i always ask them to see my pics that i drew and some pics of y family whenecer i put a new one on. sometimes when i tell ppl that i'm in band or i'm 13 or and this is the most likely they see my real picture they never talk to me. now i'm starting to think that i need to give everybody a break. maybe be out of their way and never talk again. maybe suicide. even some ppl think i only talk about myself on here but i don't. there was this one guy that i thought was pretty cool but then suddenly he had a problem i tried to help him, he actually told me. he wasn't the only one with those problems. then i had a problem and he said what am i supposed to do. well come on, if your a friend and that other friend of yours has a problem u should help them not just sit there and watch them suffer. u would be a horrible person. u would would be evil. u would go to ******** hell ppl. plus there was these other friends, they never cared. they used me. i gave them everything, food, money, clothes and some other things and they tried to hit me. plus this other friend of mine also used me and bossed me around. she was the meanest person u could ever find. don't even bother asking me anything again cause i won't answer back. ******** asswholes! damn mother ******** bitches! my god!
iPuffs Mistake · Sat Feb 21, 2009 @ 04:10pm · 0 Comments |