wow...no wonder. I've noticed I've been kind of annoying lately. And my grades have been dropping. And I just hate life in general. But it's all a domino effect. I can't even trust my dad anymore for reasons I won't mention here. -__- My mom is going insane. She's like an emotional roller coaster and nothing she says makes sense and everything's always my fault. Better yet. My dad was layed off thanx to the economy and he can't get a new job because he's too stupid to keep his blood sugar down. My mom quit her second job because her boss was a jerk. So we're getting about $40 a week for rent groceries and any other bills. That means no birthday party for me...and it's only a matter of time before we don't have internet/phone. We wouldn't even have food if it weren't for Jodi. Not only that....but.......this is my 16th birthday. It's supposed to be special. Too bad my mom's gonna be miserable about her grandmother's death all day. She was her best friend. And my 16th birthday will be the 1year anniversary of her death. Wow...this stinks. x_x Well...that causes me to be all grumpy and miserable and complainy. Making me a royal pain in the butt. And because of that ...................................................I'm sorry. crying I love you. I always will love you. You could hate my guts and I'd still love you. But I never said it wouldn't hurt. I know that you do love me...but I also know that you don't love me as much as I love you. I miss you....I miss the way things used to be. I'll even admit I'm kinda sort of jealous. But I won't interfere. If you are enjoying yourself then I'd rather you be happy. Besides. She's my friend too.
 Geek_lady_42 · Wed Mar 18, 2009 @ 11:05pm · 0 Comments |
