it's about time that I actually write something huh?
should this be meaningful I have no idea.
right now nothing much is going on except work and friends. theres school but it doesn't matter much. I've been to exaughsted to concintrate on it. my writting has gone to crap. I'm getting farther on my story but it doesn't seem as good as what it used to be 4 years ago. I'm being hit on like every day by guys. could this be because I lost weight? maybe it's cuz I'm a gigantic flirt and everyone knows it. I just want things to be the way they used to be. me and my spire happy. that doesn't seem like it's going to happen anytime soon. he's never on and I'm always busy. whenever we talk...we barely talk about anything but sex and it's starting to get to my head. relationships shouldn't be all about sex. they should be about each other and telling eachother about your day or about how you feel about certain things. if only I could drag stuff out of his head. but enough about that this is suppossed to be some sort of meaningful entrey about how happy I am....which I'm not. but oh well. I got off my supposed grounding because my mom decided to step up and be an adult. she said I can make my own desitions in life and whether I ******** it up or not is my choice. so I guess thats a good thing. I don't have to call them if I don't want to. The car I own is officially mine. I have to pay for gas an insurance which eqaulls 30 for gas a week and 25 a month for insurance which isn't bad. my wrist is still sore from carpoltunnel and yet the doctors want to take exrays of my neck. it's all complete bull. I need surgery on my wrist dur. even I know that. it hasn't healed for like 2 weeks. but doctors are stupid anyway. thats why I've decided to become an english majior instead. with my art on the side of course. lets see..what else has been going on. oh yeah, I went to the harry potter permear which was awsome. I got to dresss up and have fun with a few friends. I was a ravenclaw. I''m so doing that with the next movie. now all I need to do is to not be sad about cedric. I mean I read the book and all but man. they just killed him. it wasn't fair. but the movie followed the book pritty well. I just wish they hadn't cut so much of it out. they should have made it into two movies but they decieded against it. well..I can't think of anything else to say. my mind keeps wondering to how I have class but don't want to go. I should work on some stuff so untill next time. sayonara!!
 like it's going to happen
 Usukie_Ichihara · Mon Nov 21, 2005 @ 06:40pm · 1 Comments |
