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Suddenly, dying doesn't sound so bad.

Leticia Adams
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Posted: Sat May 23, 2009 @ 07:17am

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Sneak.

I told him the truth today. About how it was really hard to accept what had happened.

He tried to reassure me, and believe me, if I was anything close to normal it would've worked for me. But I'm not normal, soo.

I told him I was sleepy and that I wanted to call it a night. He agreed. But instead of sleeping I sneaked a game of zOMG! until 6 am. If you read this honey, I'm sorry. But it's really hard to sleep when you're crying your eyes out.

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Mon May 25, 2009 @ 06:20pm

I really hate to see a friend feel so bad, so sad. I don't like to see a friend in turmoil, on the emotional roller coaster of stay or don't stay. Time and time again I see this happen to friends, and to me too, that it hurts even knowing someone from a distance. You may have heard this advice before, but it's truth. Take a step back and decide if it's better to be with him or without. It may be heartbreaking ot leave, may be lonely for a while....but sometimes it's the best thing to step away now than get further heartache time and again in the future from someone who doesn't care enough back to you.

Leticia Adams
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Wed May 27, 2009 @ 12:41pm

Thanks dear, but really, it wasn't his fault at all. >_<

What happened to his past was none of my business, but it still really just hurt to know that it happened.

And I did try to think about it, and I don't think I want to leave him. If it does, in fact lead to more heartaches, then I shall accept it, because he is worth all the heartaches in the world to me.. smile

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