thats right. i have NO family.... and im sick to death of it. im always being ignored because i dont stick out enough. it seems like the only time i get attention is when i forget to pick something up or when i do something wrong, like o say cuz or b***h or be really annoying and imature. i really hate myself when im around my "family". they ******** hate me and although they get mad at me for not refering to them as my family, they dont seem to be willing to try and understand why i dont, which is of course because they dont treat me like family. whats really sad is that my "brothers"'s friends are treated more like family than i do.... and iv just managed to make myself feel sick to my stomach and i have a headache. a few minutes ago, geoff decided to be an a**, well more of an a** than he and greg were already being, and threw me onto the floor and kicked my foot as hard as he could.... which made me wish that he had broken it.... unfortunately all he managed to do was inflict a lot of pain and give me a headache.... not to mention but pound in once again that i have no ******** FAMILY because he and greg are too busy sucking up all the love and attention and caring and all that other s**t. And ya know what i suddenly realized? im only emo when im around these four people. i mean, leave me alone with just my cat or stick me with my friends and im a happy camper. stick me with these people and im an evil b***h competing for some sort of attention who always ends up crying her eyes out and feeling sorry for herself.... o god, as much as i need a really long break from school, i am really dreading christmas break.
Unni Ineo · Thu Dec 08, 2005 @ 04:04am · 1 Comments |