It started happening again. Brief period of happiness, followed by depression that I cover up by pretending to be tired.
I know there's something wrong with me and there's no place where I can go that's going to change that. I'm easily forgotten and my official name is "hey you".
I tried asking for help, but I'm beyond repair. I should stop being burden to those that care about me, but that seems to be changing too.
I am one true outcast by nature. I guess what I always wanted was to have attention and have a few close friends, but even when I'm with my friends I feel ignored most of the time and most of them hardly know anything about me.
Being this as a part of maturing , would be hard to believe anymore.
 niatsu · Thu Dec 08, 2005 @ 10:27pm · 0 Comments |
