Okay here's what's wrong with me. I'm depressed still and I don't know how the hell I'm going to get over. I want to cut, but I'm trying really hard not to. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I hate this feeling, but what else can I feel without this hanging over me. I want it all to stop. I want to feel loved by people. I want to love people. I just don't know how to do it anymore. I need help. I don't really care from who anymore. My mum is hurting me and I'm hurting her with what I say. We yell and scream and fight. There doesn't seem to be an end to it...What the hell should I do? How the hell do I stop this from happening? I just want it over and done with. I just want to live. I just don't know.....That's all.
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