kinda depressed over missing out on xmas party tonight coz still ill. also had talk tonight over dinner bout family dispute. when all others out with nana and grandpa they fell out with nana and now mum won't let her back in the house. however this means that, although it wasn't me who fell out with her i can't see her. sad
i guess i understand the whole evil step-mother thing for my mum and that she doesn't want that to happen to us but i find it v hard to be mad at her when i'm not entirely sure what shes done! cry
at least its the hols in a week, i can't wait for a lie-in. also my docors finally given me some tablets for my stomach (although i haven't noticed a difference yet). smile
on a downer, he still wants me to have a blood test nxt wednesday which means me facing my fear of needles. damn and blast it!!! mad
ninja maybe i should hide?!
 orchid_elf · Wed Dec 14, 2005 @ 10:38pm · 0 Comments |
