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Ugh. I really don't feel good right now. I think I'm coming down with the cold again. Looks like it's gonna rai tomorrow. I could smell it when I was outside earlier tonight. Russell said the clouds were because of a fire, but it smelled too humid to be a fire. Plus, there was no smoke.
We all headed to Anime Vegas today. Beforehand, however Russell and I went to McDonalds, and met up with Kyle and Sonja, who had been waiting there for us for nearly 2 hours. Sonja was apparently really devoted to being there with Russ. We took a while to eat, wondering where Josh was, and Kyle bet money he was probably sitting outside at the library, which, when we got there, he was. He was a little peeved we had ditched him, even though technically since we hadn't seen him yet we couldn't have abandoned him, so we set off inside to watch our anime.
The whole time Russell and Josh kept messing with each other. We were all sprawled out on the ground, since someone had taken our seats, and there wasn't enough of them to accomodate me, Russell, Sonja, Josh, Kyle, and Bailey, so basically everyone except Kyle and I were lying on each other, some kind of giant pillow. Josh and Russell kept wrestling and bugging each other, which was getting on my nerves, and it seemed to kinda be pissing off Sonja as well. Don't get me wrong, I like having fun like that as well, but some of us wanted to watch anime, not spoon each other.
I got pretty pissed at them about halfway through AV, which was why I wasn't talking to like anyone but Kyle. They wouldn't understand it, and I don't plan on explaining myself. I don't want people being concerned about me or worried which was why I wasn't saying anything about it afterwards when I didn't feel like going to see the Spongebob Movie when AV was over. I really didn't feel like going to see it with them, I'd rather go by myself. Being around people right then and there was annoying me, so when Sonja started ranting about things I'm not gonna repeat out of respect of her own privacy, I got really mad. I didn't care what she was saying, she had no right to be rude, all I did was calmly explain I didn't want to go see the movie, I didn't need a reason why. I'm not a bleeding heart, I don't need to express my emotions by writing them down (no offense to anyone). In fact, dealing with my emotions by not talking about them helps me the most, I don't want people going through my own problems, they don't need to know about them, and life goes on either way, so there's really no reason why I should.
I still went anyway, I had to go with Kyle in his car (much to my relief, I wanted to just talk about things with him, but I never did mention that I was angry) and had a good time watching the movie. I got home in time to write this, and basically, right now I feel pretty sick.
So there, I opened up, happy now?
Edible Substance · Sun Nov 21, 2004 @ 07:32am · 1 Comments |
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