(as in just say no to christmas) geoff tried to kill me earlier today.... i think he is either possessed by a lot of extremely evil and powerful demons or else he has just ******** lost his mind(in a bad way) and rick thinks i started things.... why?? cuz geoff accused me of calling him a son of a b***h.... actually, thats what he had said rick was going to say on his way down the stairs..... but somehow he thinks those words came out of my mouth...... rick thinks i start everything.... geoff thinks im the root of all problems.... actually, no, apparently i AM the problem..... o and geoff says his councilor (not at school, somewhere else) says that its not him that has the problem. its me.....
and yet which one of us is trying to kill the other?? which one is cowering in fear?? which one has been begging to see a councilor since about september and still hasnt seen one??
right now, im not sure if any of us are going to survive christmas
(btw, this entry has taken all day to type) i just finished helping my mom wrap "santa gifts" and stuff the stockings and all that..... and geoff decided to blow up for about the bazillionth time for just the past 2 days..... god damn that child i swear he has lost his ******** mind and what little soul he started out with in this world.........
i remember when i could see that little face of his and he could guilt trip me into giving him candy and i remember when we were in preschool together and we played with melissa and were so adorable and we all got along....... but now, i look at him and i see the profile of a murderer and the personality of a homicidal lunatic who feels he has been neglected and abused..... i wish someone would just send his a** to prison or juvie or whereever the hell he can be locked up, the souless b*****d, under control and maybe just maybe someday he will magically become the same little kid that he used to be.......
MERRY ******** CHRISTMAS
p.s. we win, cuz we got a police officer to come at 2:30 am on christmas eve night stare
Unni Ineo · Sun Dec 25, 2005 @ 07:39am · 4 Comments |