She lies to me. She lies to me so much. I don't understand. Why? I thought she was a friend. It hurts. I don't understand why she's lying to me. Was everything she ever told me a lie? Why do I have to find out from another that her words are false? What's the excuse? In the end all that it will be is an excuse. You fail to accept responsibility for your own actions. Maybe I was wrong in feeling bad for the way the people who are close to you treat you and you do in fact deserve the s**t you get from others. I'm tired of defending you to others while you give them more reasons for distaste. You get under my skin like no other person. I shake my head in disappointment. I no longer believe a single word out of your mouth. You make me think of doing one of the most unethical things. You're a demon and belong with rest of the demons. You are the only reason why you won't be happy. Shut up. Don't say s**t. The sooner you accept it the better. I am not sorry for you anymore.
Is this just a test to see if I'll beat your a** just like you like it? If that is so, then you're getting in the way of my own happiness. I thought you respected my choice to dedicate myself to a higher purpose.
 niatsu · Tue Jul 28, 2009 @ 07:53pm · 1 Comments |
