So Im just like sitting here bored out of my mind. Thinking and stuff. But anyway. I had this friend and we were really close. I told him everything and he did the same. We hadn't known eachother long but he was in love with this bitchy girl that I know and hate. And I ended up getting in her face about her hurting him. It made me mad. Because sadly, I'd fallen in love with him and he knew that. Though he made the choice to leave me and be with her. It hurt really bad. Loosing a best friend. Someone that you loved. Having to see both of them for hours a day. The girl acting like your best friend when she knew what the hell she'd done to you. I don't even know why Im putting this in my journal. i just..don't know anymore. I don't trust that many people anymore. Its been over a month since I last talked to him and I still hurt inside. I just want to get over it but I can't =/
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