I found out that my friend is dating the guy I used to like. Yesterday, I was reading his messages, the ones I saved. I wish we can talk like that. I want to know who his best friend was that kept him happy. Was it me? Did he used to like me? I saw that in some of his messages, he left a heart. Was I too dense to notice? I chose what was best for me, before testing it out. How can I know long distance relationships won't work out when I don't have experience? Do I really like him? Or do I just want someone to love? And if this is love, why does it hurt? She said she woke up one day, realizing she liked him. But I guess that makes sense. Maybe she was too dense to notice? But she has a better chance since she knew him before me.
x-SincerelyAtlas · Tue Sep 15, 2009 @ 12:10am · 0 Comments |