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Yesterday was... unbelievable. And not only yesterday, but the day before too. Sometimes I think it's all too unreal cuz it's all so amazing.
Friday, after I got my email from Summer, we started texting and IMing again. He made plans to hang out that night. I met up with her at Terry's, gave a huge hug, she told me I smell like dedorant, nice to see you too Sums, haha. We laughed, we talked, we caught up, I couldn't stop smiling to myself. We went to Applebee's for some yumyums. Terry joined us too. In some ways, I'm not really sure what to say to her. I mean, for one thing, she friends with Cameron, again, and I don't wanna say something that will get back him, such as what I did... twice. Anyways, the three of us went back to Terry's and played Rock Band, had a threesome lmfao, and then his friend Alex came over. We decided to play a game of b-ball, 2-on-2, me and Sums vs. Alex and TerBear. We totally kicked their a**. It was amazing. I never actually realized how, well, decent, I can play. Minus me being winded all the time, haha. I don't run. So then we started a round of hacky-sack. I'm a fail haha. Then I got to drive Terry's beast of a kickass truck around. Then Terry got behind the wheel and we just bummed around til like 3:30pm. I was like SOOOOO zoned! Got home at like 4am! Ha.
God, I have missed her so, SO incredibly much. Her laugh, her smile, her jokes, everything. I'm so thrilled to say I have my best friend back.
And yesterday... EEEEPS!! Too awesome. Tony calls asking for the address of Northwoods and I thought he was still several hours away. It's about 1ish and I'm working, just as I come out of the bathroom, I hear the front door open. I say "hello" in my "professional-I-have-to-sound-happy" voice and it's a guy in a military uniform. I don't even remember what he said, I was so ogaiuehrogsberjh eiorht oeihoerhoeir that TONY was RIGHT THERE!!! It took me a few seconds to actually comprehend that he was ACTALLY HERE!!!! I was in heels, so I couldn't really "run" to him, but I threw my arms around him and he held me tightly and... it was too unreal. We kissed each other hello, I refused to let go of him, oh God it was perfect. He stayed with me til I closed, which was in four hours. Scott came back to the store and met him. That was pretty cute. Haha. Then once he left for his radio show, Hales showed up. We ordered Chinese. It was nummy, of course. Tony passed out on the couch for a while as I kept working. It was a slow day so I just sat behind the counter and BSed around on my laptop. Once it was closing time, I locked up, poked Tony awake lol, and then we headed to my house so I could drop some stuff off and get my clothes for the night. He met my mom. That was... well, not the best time. Mom was a bit... touchy. She was snapping at me about how I didn't tell her I was staying the night with Tony that night, and going on and this and that and everything else under the sun. I don't think she agrees with me that I should love him this soon. Well, she can blow me. She wasn't happy with me when I left, and I wasn't using an "attitude" with her either, so I dunno what her deal was. Anyways, we drive out to Esko cuz we were gonna stay with his uncle... but they weren't home. Not sure what happened there, so we just bummed around for awhile listening to music. He played the song "Hero" and we sang along, he held my hand, and tears were forming in my eyes cuz I was still trying to process the fact that we were FINALLY together. We ended up getting a hotel room in Superior after calling everywhere else. Getting a room at the last minute while Tattoo You and the Dragon Boat Races and whatever else is going on, yea, don't do that. We were lucky to get this room cuz it was the LAST room. So we chillax for a bit, watch some Monster Truck stuff on the tube. Then I get a text from Summer saying she's in Canal and crying. Tony zoned out so I, again, poked him awake telling him that I need to go see her. I drive us up to Terry's and she tells me that she is through with Josh. Good girl. So the four of us hang out for bit, Rock Band and such, I cannot play the drums for the life of me. Haha. Tony passed out, again, so once Terry, Summer and I finished our round, I poked him awake again lol. We got back to the hotel and fell asleep in eachother's arms. I awoke this morning recalling last night as I rolled over to see the love of my life sleeping next to me. I couldn't help but smile. I could DEFINALLY get used to this. I poked his cheek with my finger and he opened his eyes and smiled at me. He kissed me good morning, told me loves me and wrapped me tigher in his arms. I felt like I was getting crushed to death, but I'm not complaining. I've waiting practically a month to be in his arms and it's offically my new favorite place to be. After we got ready for the day, he fell back on the bed, I crawled beside him and he was muttering about how he had to leave for the cities after he dropped me off. I did start crying, gripping his uniform tightly in my grasp. I had just got him back and he had to leave again. It just wasn't fair. I understood why though. And I, for one, don't blame him. But he held me close, told me everything is going to be ok, that he loves me, and he promises to be back for me. I have terrible issues with saying goodbye, even if it's just for the night, so I was just a wreak. Once I got in the house, I went to my room and cried a little, holding seveal pieces of my clothes cuz his scent was on them, and fell asleep for a few hours. Mom's not happy with me at all. The first thing she says to me, as I'm crying in my room, is to clean the kitchen floor. Yes Mother, I had a wonderful night. Thanks for asking. I go to the living room after I wake up and ask her if she's mad at me. Of course she is, she just didn't wanna talk about anything with Dad still being around. So I went back to my room and here I am.
Best night of my life... I hate that it had to come to an end. And I know that saying "All good things come to an end, but don't be sad it's over, smile because it happened" or something like that. And yea, I'm escatic it happened. I just wish he didn't have to leave so soon.
I love him so much. If I had a mountian, I'd stand ontop of it and just scream out to the world that I'm so, so, SO madly and crazy in love with him. Unfourtanitly, I don't have a mountian. I have a laptop and my blog.
It just amazes me that I fell so hard and fast for him. Fate brought us together but I lost control falling in love with him. I've never been happier. I know we're going to last. To anyone that has doubt, we'll prove them wrong.
Freyabelle5 · Sat Sep 19, 2009 @ 12:58am · 0 Comments |
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