At least 1 person doesn't think i'm crazy for doing all of this. She supports me. I'm really lucky to know her, And not just that, She knows him to. So she can check on him for me.
We've been getting really close lately. I've told her everything, The reasons why, My thoughts, Everything. She understands and tells me to follow my heart. My heart...
I can barley hear it anymore. It whispers to me in my dreams. It's still afraid of being hurt by him... Then... it believes that he might finally see just how much i care...
When did life's choices get so hard? When did 1 decision hold my entire fate in my hands? Diary I need answers...
Aurora Winterwolf xoxo · Thu Sep 24, 2009 @ 12:07am · 0 Comments |