Maybe one day I can show who I am inside. Because, I don't want to be liked as someone I'm not. But I'm afraid the bond I have with all of you will shatter into a million pieces. Can you like me for who I am? If not, just say so. But in the end, can I still be your friend? I'm not ready to show who I am yet, but will you wait for me on the other side of the mirror? Past my reflection? One day, for sure, I can have a true smile on my face, I promise you that! My eyes won't be filled with sorrow, but, they'll be laughing! Will you like that? I want to make you happy for real. I want to stop living in my reflection. So, please, help me? Of course, you don't have to! But it'll make the "real me" happy... I want to break the glass that separates the real me from you. But like I said, I don't want our bond to shatter. You know, I'm not sure what I want. I just want for everyone to stay as we were before. It's selfish, right? But, the world keeps turning and changing so sooner or later, we have to change, too. For now, let's make the most of the time we have together. I don't know when I realized it, but, I want to thank you for everything. You helped me grow my wings and helped me soar. I...never felt so free that day. But now I'm on the other side, right? I'm sorry to take so much of your time away from you. Let's hang out sometime, okay? Please wait for me...on the other side of the mirror.
x-SincerelyAtlas · Sun Sep 27, 2009 @ 01:41am · 0 Comments |