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So. I guess today felt fine – fine, great, just because today took a different course.
OK. Not a different course. But more like – I don’t know. It felt wonderfully different but in the end I just crashed and burned because the end of the day never really works out as much as I planned.

This is the time when I can just tell Megan [[if she is reading this]] that I can relate to what she is currently thinking about.

Advisory day. Happy. Makes classes shorter – which means the Health and Geometry would be done with.

I show up at school, earlier than most people. Sonie would be waiting for me – but she wasn’t there. I walk around the school two times behind these two pokemon obsessed girls. Then I find Sarah talking to this Korean girl. Thank god she didn’t know me.
Sarah was talking about her break-up with Charlie. Who broke up with her like maybe 2 days ago, but she is still talking about it. And I’m fine – just it makes it worse if you constantly talk about it. But if she still likes Charlie, I guess that seems reasonable. Standing next to Sarah, standing there like I don’t exist, cold – and just like it was planned, Kenny walks inside the school and immediately go towards him.

But. What made my day was when Kenny walked me to advisory and held my hand.
Though I think I pulled my hand out first.
It wasn’t because I didn’t like it – I had to contain myself from laughing later on. Kenny’s fingers are rather wide between mines, so my fingers have to stretch(I've figred this out before). I also felt like Sam and Erik. Except I don’t attack Kenny with slobbery wet kisses every two seconds. . .
But it didn’t matter. It was wonderful and it made me happy because this public display of affection made me feel rather high and mighty. Kind of wanted to scream, Yea! This closed-eyed, sexually active, athletic and muscular Asian is mine!
I’m claiming what is mine. :]
Even if he claimed me - ? So I don’t think that works . . . but I was happy in school for those abrupt seconds.

Then advisory made me sad again because AJ hurt me with his chain.

Then I went to pottery and that kid who asked me to reach into his pants pocket to get his phone, the guy who talked about his d**k – the one brave enough to advertise his sexual relationships with girls, had another story and told us that his girlfriend c**k-blocked him. Wonderful, is it not?

Then in lunch Cody ignored us. I think it’s time that the senior guy finally knows where he belongs.

Then Jasmin came running towards me and asked a stupid question. Ruined my lunch.

Then I guess – something happened.