Alright, well its cool that my journal entries have been so popular
there's over 10-20 people who hav been reading my latest journal entries
um idk maybe they're jus that entertaining but i decided to make the most interesting ones private cuz i guess they're too personal
I won't stop tho but i'll jus put in like how my day is and how crappy life is mrgreen that aint bad lol
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okay so........today........ :I horrible day lol
well not so horrible but idk...it felt like today wouldnt end and and its still not ending so i'm here telling u people that its not
but i hav a question...this is random but...
have you ever felt so hurt that you were numb and you just felt straight on indifferent about everything?
it's really sad
i read something that said...
"The opposite of love is not hate but indifference."
idk i get why they'd think that but it wuz really interesting
cuz if u love or hate someone atleast your acknowledging them in a positive or negative way and when your indifferent...you really wouldnt care if u jus got shot right through you heart if you get what i mean
so i think i kinda feel that way about everything...but not that indifferent...jus a little
its more like a selfish thing to feel but yeah
So...I really don't know why my school is one of the best schools cuz really...in my perespective its not
i've learned stuff but it jus feels like i really nvr learned anything idk why
the teachers kinda suck it jus depends who they are
ummm....well...one thing i have learned is..........
LESSON 1
I can never get so close to someone so that I dont lose myself in that excitement that I could.
I'm way to gullible i wish i wuznt
then i'd kno who to trust and who not to
oh well.......................
and because most people i kno dont read this...
i'll tell you a secret...
I've been afraid to be close to someone ever since I was in 1st grade.
It's a personal thing so right when i thought i got over that........well it got back today and now i'm really shaky
idk why
i think i'm terrified
HAHAHAHA I BET NONE OF YOU ARE WILLING TO READ THE REST OF MY JOURNAL!!!
ITS SO LONG BUT NOW THE JOURNAL ENTRY BOX IS ACTING ALL WEIRD AND WONT LET ME TYPE CORRECTLY ANYMORE SO YEAH
BYE I GUESS TO WHOEVER IS READING THIS
 -xky0ko-chanx- · Wed Nov 11, 2009 @ 03:18am · 1 Comments |
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