it real funny right now........... my own little inside joke you can say................. fireworks sound like gunshots. i heard the first ne in the bathroom and i just could not stop laughing........ in the inside of course. laetly ive been thinking about everything....... family, friends, space, time life, death, but mosly about love and doubt. inside there is a war and now some poeple really understand now. is a little piece of god inside us? are we just puppets on a string? what will be my last words and will i feel it coming? will they truely miss me ? am i gone forever? am i destined to be lonley forever? why am i scared of living forever? what on the other side? when you dont rember something is that bad? who is the real you the one on the out side fighting to stay or the one on the inside trying to break free? i live in a mass of confusion. god.......... why did you create us and why of all things did you create doubt........ free will? it seams that you really did create us in YOUR image. good nite and hope not good bye..... ill see you next year!
ill also show you a sweet dream the next night.
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