o.k.
am having crap load of depression fest at the moment.
1.i still have this wierd stomach/digestive whatever problem and it won't go away. it doesn't scare me as much anymore but i wish i could be sure its what the docter said it was (the mebeverine didn't work at all). sad
2. i still think i've got little chance of doing well in psychology- not that i care about the subject, i just hate failing at anything. neutral
3. had what i suppose you could call an argument with my brother. major issues.
all started with him accusing me of talking about people behing their backs, insulting them (in particular him). but the only proof he could give for this opinion was that he heard me commenting that i was annoyed he wasn't helping with the washing up. i can't believe he thinks i'm like that. eek
i've been saying for a while now that he doesn't respect me at all and now i know i'm right. he wasn't even bothered when he really upset me and swore blind he didn't care. he says that he only treats me like that, not anyone else and thats because he hates me. cry
i really don't know what i've done to make him dislike mem so much. its very depressing and my mum can't help either. crying
maybe i should just give up and let everything fall to pieces.
 orchid_elf · Fri Feb 03, 2006 @ 11:54am · 0 Comments |
