[angryrant]
I know I really shouldn't care this much.
I mean, it's not my life right? And I've only know Trevor for not even a year yet.
But that Ashlee chick.
I hated her, I really did.
Well, maybe not hated her but I hated what she was doing to Trevor.
She was always so angry at him for retarded reasons and it seemed like he could never do anything right.
And I know all that stuff about only hearing one side of the story, but Trevor she rant emo-ly at me about how bad she was, this was stuff I concluded myself.
But I was nice to her. Really nice. I talked to her whenever she was around, I tried to make her feel included. For Trevor's sake, because I know how whipped Trevor was and I didn't want her to make him leave because she didn't like us.
She had him whipped.
She was mean to him.
She degraded their private life.
She thought it was funny to tell me embarrassing things about Trevor against his will.
And now they're over.
I rejoiced. Honestly and truly, I was dancing in my chair when I found out.
Trevor's suffering was at an end.
He could be free to hang with us more often, he wouldn't lugg her to every event of ours he does manage to attend. He can be happy again. He doesn't have to calculate the effect of his every move.
Then she added me.
I was okay with that. I though that maybe she blamed me for her and Trevor breaking up, goodness know I dropped my share of hints, and she'd be angry and we could have a good clean verbal war.
But no.
She went all emo at me.
And wanted me to comfort her.
Like she'd been done this great disservice because Trevor broke up with her. Like she hadn't contributed to being dumped. She said she has nothing left now, no other friends except for one. She looking foreward to her hard semestre because it means 'she'll have something else to focus on now that she has nothing else left'.
I wanted to yell at her and tell her it was her fault he dumped her. How much of a b***h she is. How I was only nice to her because Trevor wouldn't want us to be meant to her.
And I didn't.
I had a nice optimistic conversation with her about how she must have some friends and how High School relationships can't be expected to go anywhere and we talked about her classes. Until he 'only friend who cares' came over and she left.
If she had picked a fight with me I could have reemed her out guilt-free, because she started it.
But she didn't. And I can't seem to bring myself to yell at her.
NURRRR!!
[/angryrant]
 [Tetris.Ninja] · Sun Feb 05, 2006 @ 07:47pm · 0 Comments |
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