Bored, bored, bored, bored. Can you say bored? I CAN! AH! stressed I sorry. X-x I've gone syco...o.o; and obvesily bored. sweatdrop O.O; the smilys stopped moving again. Crap >_> that freaks me out. THE SMILYS ARE OUT TO SMILE ME TO DEATH! I don't smile much so they're out for revenge. How is my RP world? Well. I'm surprised you want to know. Pretty well. X-x people hate me for it. But it makes me happy and shows who I am. If they don't like then they can rot in hell for all I care. People who judge are to receve no mercy. Well, in my mind. To me a person gets 3 chances. Yes I said 3. In my book they get 3. If its a friend I know well then i give them all they want because they are my friends and I know them for sure. And I know that they really arn't a person that judges. Cause being judged by a person hurts. Its sorta like labeling. In a way. Wow. every thing is so quiet here. Outside my window is gloomy but yet very bright. I can hear peaceful music. And my dog's gental breathing patterns as she sleeps. I don't think I've ever heard such peace like this in the house before. Only myself and my parents live here. Very, very peaceful. I'm happy now. I feel calmer about writing a whole entier speech in one day now. I'm going to try and find a more calm subject to write about for now. I don't want- >_> To late. My Dads "YOU"VE GOT MAIL" thingy just went. It destoryed the peacefulness!!! crying crying crying crying crying WHY?! talk2hand Maybe if I try and regain that sense of peace I'll feel better. I should be okay. Well any ways. I'm thinking of writing a informitive speecha bout cooking. Like the basic ways and rules of cooking. Like clean as you go and remember your safty rules and put dry then wet. Yeah it will be short but I'll add soem description in between there for it to pull together nicely. I've had summer on the brain for a while. I LOVE the summer weather. Aspeacly the spring weather. The gental breeze, the smell of fresh cut grass, the birds flying about and singing love songs to each other, the pretty flowers letting the sun gaze upon them, and warm and yet cool air, the bright colors of people clothes and every body coming out of their hiding winter spots to great teh spring air. Oh how I ador spring, but it saddly only lasts a little while. And I'm afraid winter might go into spring.We barely got any snow this winter. People say we are going to get 6 to 12 inches over satderday to sunday. I dout that will happen. Its been to peaceful and pretty for a snow storm to come. Its been like 50 degrees which in pretty nice for winter in Pennsylvania. Yesterday the sky was a picture perfect baby blue and the clouds where like little puffs of cotten balls in the sky. So pretty. It looked like a picture perfect seen. The sun was out. While it was around 30 degrees it still seemed like it would have been a comfortable 70 out there. Today the trees are bare and its gloomy. But a pure white light, nothing like the sums powerful rays it shineing. If you even stare at it for one second it makes you want to fall in a deep sleep. Its a struggle for em to look out and keep my head from falling back and letting sleep lay its fatiged blanket over me. I think i might sit here and watch it for a while.
Peaceful dreams
Anna
 Million Dollar Dream · Fri Feb 10, 2006 @ 07:28pm · 4 Comments |
