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What do you do when you continue to love someone so much so that it is harder to breathe without them with you? I'm such a fool to think that appeasing those who care about me would make me happy in the long run... when they get tired of me they will leave in in the end anyways... This was our song--- it caused me so much joy whenever I heard it because I think of you. Now it just causes a waterfall to fall from my eyes because I know what I have lost. Loosing one of the sweetest guys in my life and there is a continuous empty hole here that isn't being filled. I keep turning to see if you are there at night... I keep hoping you'd appear out of nowhere like in the movies to rescue me from my stupid decision making. I just am not as strong... Just really depressed. I miss you more than you will be able to imagine... because you'd never think I'd miss you or care about you as much as I do... I have a horrible way of showing it and I wouldn't blame you if you didn't want to take me back... so my thoughts and my voice will stay within this confined textual space for very few to see, and for me to feel. acfaerie · Mon Mar 22, 2010 @ 03:08pm · 0 Comments


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