dude, as i was entering my room just now, i got this really weird feeling.... seriously, right now it kinda feels like summer..... like towards the end of the school year or the very beginning... im not sure which.... but its when its warm and theres that odd smell that only comes with summer..... not to mention that i really want to be able to stay up really late.... the only thing is, i still have school and i can feel that too.....
o darn, the dark blue sky went away again.... i saw it earlier and i saw it last night..... the same blue sky i have missed so much.... the deep blue that is often mistaken for black, but clearly isnt black.... the one which makes clouds pop and stars seem even brighter.... and seems to call to the moon and ask it kindly to shine through the windows of all who dream, no matter if they be sleeping or awake.... and here i go, rambling and pretending that i can speak as though i were much more intelligent than my grades and my words and actions and everything else could ever reveal.....
anyways, enough of that, i need to go work on latin or go to sleep so that i can get up early to work on it.....
o how i miss summer..... its times like this that i truly start to wonder if i might actually have a soul after all.... for i can feel the tugging of something inside me that is most definitely not physical and not mental either.... well then again.... but its so weird, it tugs away and makes me feel so unusually uplifted that i begin to wonder if perhaps its summer yet.... and still we have not reached even the first days of spring.... but i need summer so badly.... i would gladly give up seeing flowers bloom and baby animals being born and raised just so that i could skip to summer right now....... the mortal inability to control time is quite upsetting.... and to think, that humans are once again responsible for creating something so unpleasant and so useless as that abstract measure of existance known as time =.=;
ok, im seriously going to force myself to go to bed now.... for i am beginning to act philosophical.... why? who knows..... o no.... i feel another rambling coming on on top of the other one..... no must fight urge to ramble all night...... actually, i also feel a dream coming on..... but is there really a dream? or maybe its a story? .... or maybe its me still yearning for summer =.=; .... anywho, i gotta go to be now.... or start my latin hw as i said earlier..... night all.....
Unni Ineo · Thu Feb 16, 2006 @ 05:12am · 0 Comments |