Every once in a while I end up having dreams about my ex...and it's kinda creeping me out a bit. I'm over him. he cheated on me and left me. sheesh. and he got her pregnant and they're all happy and blah blah blah. i dont think these dreams are normal. i mean, in them, he's either asking for me back or rubbing it in my face that he cheated on me >_< all i can say is, "Yes, you cheated on me and upset me. oh ******** well. i get it. now shut the ******** up and leave me the hell alone." Sad thing is...in teh end, i left him. i was sick of knowing that the guy that i was 'supposedly' dating was living with his ex gf whom he had gotten pregnant once before. i already knew what she wanted from him. he didnt have to be such a d**k and lie bout the whole damn situation. i mean, come on. if your lover was living with their ex (who's still obsessed with him/her)...what would YOU think? And then he has the NERVE to call me clingy to a guy friend of mine. Hmph. he's the one that bitched at me b/c i didnt call him enough. Damn. I have a life outside of you a*****e! *sighs* maybe the dreams are b/c im still pissed bout it and b/c people keep mentioning it again to me. Grrrrrr...sad thing is...i had to get rid of a ring that I really really liked. i burnt it (b/c he gave it to me and i was burning everything of his) wrapped in his shirt. Sooooooooo, that made me feel better ^_^
And in any case, he's a two-timing LOSER who has nothing better to do with his goddamn life b/c he's nothing but a mooch. He was living off of his mother or God's sake! Heh. Phew...ranting like this had me feel s**t tons better and im happy biggrin
ANNNNNNNDDDDD something...or should i say someONE...REALLY GOOD came out of us breaking up. I met an amazing guy at my college and we hit it off nicely. He may be assholish at times but I really do LOVE him with every fiber of my being. I'm just glad to say that we've lasted this long and i'm so happy ^_^ I really couldn't be any happier. He already has an Associate's Degree (in computer programming) and is going for higher. He has a job, working in the computer lab at LSUS (Louisiana State University or Shreveport). He likes the same shows, games, and most music as me. He is sweet (when he wants to be) and the sex is GREAT!! (Best that I've EVER gotten from anyone. Tee hee heart ) We're coming up on being together for 7 months and dammit...I'm happy as can be!
The End...for now biggrin
Thank you Nekomaneking17 for helping me achieve all of my current dream avis! heart [/color:adbadc9e78][/size:adbadc9e78]
 Hunny Bunny Kagome · Tue Apr 13, 2010 @ 06:30am · 0 Comments |
