I feel a little weird lately about my friendships.A few months ago I felt really left out.All of my friends were creating relationships with other friends and pairing up - and it still is going on - while I was left out in the cold.And not all of them are "relationships",persay,but maybe friendships that seemed stronger than the ones I had with my friends.I have to admit that my friends are a lot more hurtful than I think they realize they are.One hits me a lot and gets pissed off over the smallest things and calls me names,and some others do the same thing.And others just plain insult me to my face or do it without realizing it and make me feel stupid or unimportant.I know they all still care about me,but I feel so left out.I thought 8th grade would be fun and the best year since it was our last at that school,but I feel miserable about the whole time.I feel like all of my friendships are fading away,and I really don't want them to.I know at least two of my friends are going to probably read this and say something like "We are just joking around," or something and call me a wimp or a baby.I really don't give a crap.I just thought I'd get my feelings out somewhere,and I can't tell them face to face.They'd just make fun of me.
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